For those of you that know me personally, you know that over
the past 4 years my husband and I have implemented some significant changes in
the way that our family lives. These
changes include some changes in our personal philosophy on life, our parenting
choices, and numerous changes regarding the products that we utilize in our
home, put on our bodies, and ingest.
Some people like to label these choices as hippy, crunchy, granola,
woodsy, earthy, holistic, green (take your pick as I really do not care what
you choose to call us). I prefer to just
consider myself as conscious. My family
and I are making conscious decisions based on research and information that we
have acquired and are not blindly accepting things because they are the
standard or what is considered socially acceptable.
This post is the beginning of a series of posts that I plan
on sharing a little of this lifestyle.
At this time I do not think I am going to put any boundaries on what
this may include. Perhaps one day it
will be a formula for one of the many things that we utilize around the house,
maybe it will be a project or craft that has improved our lives, perhaps a
recipe that our family has come to love, or perhaps just a discussion on why we
have made specific choices during this journey.
So let me tell you a little about us (perhaps this should have been my first post, but I definitely have developed some excellent procrastination skills throughout my life):
We are a home water birthing, breastfeeding, baby wearing, co-sleeping family. We are intactivists and believe that circumcision is an unnecessary and harmful procedure in most circumstances. We believe in extended
breastfeeding, baby led weaning, and baby led feeding. We cloth diaper including cloth pull ups for
potty training. We try to eat clean:
organic, local, and in season fruits and veggies, local grass-fed and finished
beef and pasture raised pork, local free range chickens and eggs. We attempt to treat maladies with natural healing
modalities: acupuncture, chiropractic & craniosacral care, dietary therapy,
homeopathics and herbs, and essential oils first before turning to other medical
practices and medications. Though our oldest
child goes to a charter school, we also home school at every opportunity to try
to help make up for what we feel the local school systems are lacking. We believe that every question and
observation that our children make can be an excellent learning opportunity. We try not to be helicopter parents and
instead try to allow our children to make their own decisions even if the
consequences are less than desirable, but we are far from being completely
free-range parents. This list could go
on and on, but I think you are getting the idea.
However, I will be the first to admit, we do not always
succeed at living this lifestyle. In
fact, there are days that I just plain suck at being “crunchy” (or whatever you
call it), those days I am just not cut-out for being THAT kind of mom. There are some things that I have tried that
I have failed miserably at. I cannot
keep a plant alive to save my life, so it is highly unlikely that my family
will ever be able to live off our land (unless I pay someone to tend to it or suddenly
get blessed with my mom’s greener thumb).
I have never been great at sewing, knitting, or crocheting and therefore
the amount of homemade items that I produce are limited, they are often created
only with help from my mother, or they take an eternity and half to complete. I have bought non organic veggies off the
dirty dozen because I was just too lazy to find organic ones. I have used products that are filled with
toxic ingredients: parabens, phthalates, triclosan—oh my! There are evenings that I am just too [insert
adjective] to cook and therefore my family eats frozen pizza, crappy food out,
or *gasp* they have to fend for themselves.
I yell. Awful, I know. I do not know where I got it from—neither of
my parents are yellers—but some days I yell and I am a force to be reckoned
with. There are other days that even
yelling does not make me feel better.
Those days, I want to run away from it all-that madness that is created
from being a stay-at-home mom. I want to
crawl into a dark, quiet, childless hole (with a margarita or two or a nice
cold beer).
So, yes, I am far from
perfect. I know this wholeheartedly but what
matters to me is that I try and I think every day I become a little more of who
I really want to be.